Getting through all the garbage to WHOLENESS is like swimming in mousse (chocolate of course.) I don't know whether to paddle or start licking. Either one can get me into a mess.
I was to go to the local elementary school this week to help with testing. I went on Monday. Sat for 2 hrs and came home. Totally unnecessary as the teacher likes to have TOTAL control of her classroom. I would have loved to have been that organized, but it didn't happen for me.
I had a weird day, physically in that I sweated almost the whole time. I couldn't figure out what was wrong. Being exhausted, after I got home I slept until about 6pm. Getting something to eat was an effort, so I went back to sleep for the night. The next day, after getting ready I had some sort of "EPISODE" where I had the vertigo again and could not stand up. I thought it was some sort of seizure but Mock said it was a small stroke. I couldn't go to the school nor anywhere else for that matter. I was nauseated, had a strange "pulling" sensation in my right side (neck and arm) and had trouble talking. Mock said I slurred my words but I didn't hear that.
Again today I could not go to the school. I am still feeling the vertigo and nausea. I had felt so good for so long that I thought I could actually do something to help. I hate that I couldn't work it out, and am embarrassed that I couldn't. I hope they are as understanding as they seem.
The garbage I am having to get through to WHOLENESS is interesting. God knows what it will take to get to TOTAL renewal. Thank you God.
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