Yesterday I mentioned a new guy I had met, and what a good time I had with him. Today he called me to see how I was doing. He knew I was upset about a friend's mother and he said he was concerned about me and my day.
I didn't have my phone today. I thought I had left it at home, but found out after I got home that it had slid down under my front seat, which is where I finally found it. I had 6 calls that I missed. I didn't even know he had called until I called a number that was on my phone. (I didn't have his number). It was really nice to hear his voice and for a little while, my headache, that I had had most of the day, went away. He makes me laugh and he wanted to listen about my day. So what is that little voice in the back of my head saying?
It is saying that:
1. He's not a Christian. One rule I have followed since Tom died is that I don't go out with guys that I could get serious with that are not Christians.
2. I really would like a chance with "J". He IS a Christian and I thought we got along well.
3. How will "the new guy" get along with my friends and family? ( "J" would fit in better).
I guess what I am saying is I shouldn't like him. But, I do. And I don't know how to deal with this.
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