Tuesday, May 16, 2006

No Magic Today

I had to leave work shortly after I got there today. It is not something I do easily. I was raised with a very strong work ethic and to NOT go to work or leave, is hard for me. But, I had some sort of "sick" feeling and prayed NOT TO be sick before I left property. My prayers were answered. I got home then was sick. I'm feeling better now though. I don't know what caused it. But, I'm sure I will be okay for work tomorrow.

Today was a rainy day. Praise God. We DESPERATELY need rain; wild fires are consuming a lot of undergrowth. That in itself isn't bad, but when lives and property are involved, this is disastrous. Today's rain has been steady and most of the day. It is wonderful.

I had a crazy dream last night. Maybe I wasn't feeling well then, but it was about a guy at work. I was fixing him dinner here at the apt. I fixed stuffed pork chops, green beans, salad, with a jello/whipped cream dessert. It was so real.

I saw the guy today. I had to laugh. Yea, I would probably like to fix dinner for him, and maybe that was part of it, but he shows little or no interest in me personally. I am reminded of the character from "Country Bear Jamboree" - You know; the one who comes down out of the ceiling - Her song is "All the men that turn me on, turn me down."

Oh well. Life goes on. But, there definitely was no magic in my life today. And, I can live with that.

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