Sunday, September 07, 2014

I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND

Just minding my own business, and I am blindsided by how someone has misinterpreted some things I have done and said. It's funny - someone I considered one of my closest, if not THE closest person I have know for years, sent me a personal message on Facebook saying she doesn't want to have anything to do with me in that I have humiliated her for the last time; I ignored her at MY birthday party; I embarrassed her in front of other people; put her in a compromising position for the last time, and do nothing but make fun of her. I just don't understand.

My response was "I don't know where this is coming from. I don't understand, but if I did all that it was done out of ignorance and stupidity.  PLEASE FORGIVE ME."  And, I did ask when she thought she could, would she please call and let us talk about this.

To me, this sounds like YEARS of being upset.  I don't understand why she didn't say something about this before now.

This comes on top of another strained relationship with some close family members.  I don't know. Could it be related to the fact that I am trying to get closer to The Lord within my own personal relationship?

It would be so easy to blame the devil and I know he works overtime to get us upset, but I'm not upset, just confused.

If you're reading this and are a PRAYING PERSON,  please pray I will be guided with The Holy Spirit's arms of love.  I'm so tired of chaos and fighting. GOD BLESS.

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